Psalm 56:8
You have kept count of my tossings;
put my tears in your bottle.
Are they not in your record?
1:34am awake to pray after staying up late to write
Given the title to put a bow on this rhyme
fasting for gain, casting out pain in this plight
Father you have in hand our treasure, talent and time
As we toss and turn in our beds
awakened at all hours of the night
turmoil dancing in our weary heads
a moment from giving up the fight
Others pray and suggest the oughts
while the pain persists of unknown cause
the test results side with the have nots
avoiding bright lights and loud applause
Differences in meals, meds and procedures
trying everything under the sun and over the moon
The world offers its help but we believe yours
we need complete healing extremely soon
Like now, like right now, give us this testimony
give us a reason never to doubt but always endure
I don’t want my beloved daughter tested for me
I want her done with this tour, abundantly sure
I will be as persistent as the widow
Remind you she doesn’t deserve the thorn in Paul’s side to persist
She has the childlike faith of a kid though
wisdom beyond her years and I’m pissed
She’s learned that you’re in charge
she’s accepted the surrender as humbled
She has her arms opened wide and large
you’ve helped her rise whenever she’s stumbled
It is a tired and longing soul pleading you
from the frazzled end of my series of days
Everyone filling this room is needing you
so I’ll raise a hallelujah and hear me some praise
Fix this Lord as only you are able and can
give us a diamond in the rough and a win
continued suffering shouldn’t be the plan
you’ve overcome death and conquered sin
Bring transference of this pain to the stones in the Truckee
let them be baptized by the waters of the river themselves
As we give gratitude counted among the favored and lucky
to be written in the book of life on your shelf
For even those stones can be made anew
if you say it then I know it will be
You once took my heart given to you
softened it and then set it free
I’ll pray and attempt to bless you in all ways
sing and dance as best as I can
break these chains, lighten and brighten her days
bring solid rest in the night as your plan
Are we not all in your record? In your thoughts?
Do you not want your children to be blessed?
Let wickedness fade while evil rots
we will soar by your wings above this mess
Surely the one who placed the many flowers
in the meadows of the mountains across earth
has the uniquely special and needed powers
to demonstrate his own daughters worth
Be with us in this Lord and fully remove
the suffering and the angst and the pain
I’m asking the one with nothing to prove
to show up, show out, and of course remain
She needs you, I need you, we need you
let any and all hesitation disappear
for I’ll cry, fight, run, climb and bleed to
fully rest in having both her and you near
And now that you’re among us and within us
we the church gathered in your picturesque frame
continue to begin us again and win us
to you in Jesus most holy and precious name
♾️♾️♾️♾️
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Finished Wednesday 9/24/25 by JJZ