Looking to be filled

searching where we know it isn’t

Because we don’t know where to search

But we must

start

Somewhere.

We see the cycles, but can’t or won’t break free

Else,

We don’t know how

Which magnifies our frustration

For the total awareness

Coupled

with the lack of release.

Why?

Where does that peace go

When I leave it?

Burning embers aglow

Orange brightly solidified and breathing

Pulsating.

Enough to warm my chest

my heart

My well being

And my sense of purpose on this earth for a night

I love you.

I would say “you know who you are”

But you don’t.

And,

Like the fire,

That is more than enough for tonight.