This is that moment you will look back on.  A definitive one that changes the pace of your breath here and now.  How many of these moments is one person afforded?  How many connections that truly matter can we hold?  The grains of sand sift through our dusty fingers and we watch them gather on the ground below us.  A seemingly obsequious moment for the anonymous fanhood we each hold dear and completely in confidence within the heart’s thick walls.  Can you begin to tell me that you are any different?  Can you claim a unique vantage point that has never known desperation or loneliness? Everyone has thought less of themselves and too much of themselves at times that were unwarranted.  Living in number five would be wonderful if there were such and opportunity.  My body is tired but not yet able to sleep.  I have time to think about these moments and let them wash over me before I can comprehend, let alone judge them.  Lids heavy.  I wish you happiness, fulfillment, and connection.  True, deep, meaningful, lasting, impacting, memorable, unique, mutually beneficial and challenging connection.